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I had a casting for Kanye. They looked at me and quickly decided no. Then I was feeling Down about it and ate cookies & chocolate & a donut! Why is food such an emotional crutch? I have been eating too many sweets though. Valentine’s is a planned mega cheat day with chocolate covered strawberries, fresh baked cookies, heart shaped pizza, and cherry chocolate chip icecream with hard shell! Ugh and movies in bed! I do want to go to Nadia’s yoga though. The benefit of today was seeing the models, I looked like them! And some were actually tiny tiny. So this week, today, thursday & Friday I’m gonna eat right & light. And after vday right & light. My goal is 36-24-36 and im pretty much there. But I want to lose more. I need to eat less & also eat less junk and more fruits&vegtables. Doable. Plus running more consistently. I want to get a theatrical agent and a good one. And these castings, the kanye/adidas& prada castings were never expected, my plan was always to continue losing weight till I can get my hair did. And that is still the plan! However, I’d rather buy jewelry then get my hair done. Ugh. Anyways, I’ve got guilt from eating a donut at 10pm. But it’s game time tommorow! Ugh! Trust in your dreams. Believe in yourself.
