Sunday, March 15, 2015

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   Well, here it is Saturday, and I’m not sure where the hell the day went.
I got up early to go to Walmart to get a few home items.  I was successful in finding things I needed to complete a crafty project.  I brought my tape measure and everything into the store to measure what I needed.  But good God, did the total sale price add up.  It makes me sick how much things are to buy.
I then went to the local grocery store to get my edible stuff.  I usually go on Sunday mornings, but I thought I’d get this chore done this morning since I was already up and around.
I then ended up waiting till the shopping mall in my town opened and headed out there to go look at a piece of jewelry I have wanted to buy myself for over a year now.  I still didn’t buy it, but it was nice to look at it and hope that someday I will buy it for myself when I think I finally deserve it.
I then went to Ulta and looked at fragrances.  I used to always wear perfume.  I used to always be told how good I smelled.  Total strangers would stop me and tell me how good I smelled, along with friends, family and coworkers.  Sometime during when my PCOS got worse, when I was 28-29, my body chemistry changed and I stopped wearing perfumes because the scents would get warped with my skin chemistry.  This was when my hormones got whacked.  Since those years, I couldn’t ever find a perfume that I liked on my skin.  Which, really made me sad.  I really like perfume, and I like wearing it.  Don’t get me wrong, I am a clean person, and I mostly now just smell like laundry and soap smell from my clothes and body wash.  But I really miss having that extra, soft smell to make ME feel good.
So the other day I got an Ulta catalog in the mail, and inside was one of those fold out cologne sample cards.  It was for a his/hers cologne/perfume.  I was intrigued when I smelled the cologne side after smelling the perfume side and gagging at the flowery smell.  Does my skin chemistry now mimic and could house a cologne scent, that wasn’t so overly powerful in the man smell department?
I was intrigued.  The cologne, Acqua di Giò by Armani, was one I had smelled on men for decades.  I have always marveled at how clean and fresh it smells, which is my favorite type of scent.  Clean and fresh.  Could this cologne settle good on my own skin as a woman?  How weird would that be?  Would anyone notice?  We all wear scents differently…and me being a woman… maybe it wouldn’t be noticeable that it is a man’s cologne.
So I went into the store and marched over to the cologne like I knew exactly what I was doing, and took one of the sample strips and squirted it with cologne.  *Sniff*  I liked what I smelled.   I ended up giving a spritz on the inside of my wrist when an Ulta consultant came up to me and said that the cologne is actually very popular with women to wear too.  I was even more intrigued.  I walked around the store for awhile looking at nail polishes and sniffed my wrist and the paper strip often.  I ended up leaving the store with the smallest bottle, but still at $48.  I’m not proud I spent that much on ME wanting to smell good, when I know I already smell fine, but I wanted something special for me to enjoy.
I got home and opened the package and sniffed again.  I was pleased.  I have noticed, that even after I took a shower and I applied it fresh again to my skin, that it does not smell like it is on a man.  It takes on a different smell on my own skin, and it does not remind me of an overwhelming “man smell”.  I do believe I finally found what I was looking for in a new scent to wear.  Who would have thought?
When I got home from Ulta, I stripped my bed sheets and began to wash them as I mopped the kitchen floor and did other household chores.  I noticed I started having abdominal cramps and believed that my PCOS cyster period was about to begin, and after my shower later, it did.  I can’t complain, having this happen on my weekend is perfect.  I don’t have to sit in agony at work in total pain for at least the first 2 days of this one.  It is much easier to be in sweats and scrawled out in the recliner enduring the pain.
I also discovered this morning when I went to Walmart to get new, cheap shirts to work out in, that I am down another shirt size.  Technically, I could go down another size, but I don’t like to wear too tight of shirts.  Anyway, I can’t express how much that made me happy.  Last week, I had dropped another pound, and I was ecstatic.  But to drop a size in clothing…is even better.
Tomorrow, I plan on getting up early again and working on my federal income taxes.  This year I haven’t been as quick to file, and I’ve been lazy about it and dreading it.  But I must begin work on them tomorrow.
I really need to give myself a vacation soon.  I really enjoy my time off at home.
Happy Pi Day!!!
agape,
nfnpn